Alex's Journal of Shit

Been awhile since I wrote on this..weird. So, i WAS in Newglasgow, but everyone already knows that, im in Merland now until July then it's off to Toronto for bartending school for like 2 weeks then back to NewGlasgow. Woot. I can't wait to move out of here again. This time i'm getting my OWN apartment though, the 7 roomies thing was intense, and a good learning experience but i don't want to do it again at this point in time. No Privacy. So i have an exam on friday. Woo, Bio, lmfao. Timmy, Christine, Holly <3 (my gf) and I are going to a movie next wednesday..woot, can't wait to be finished these damn exams. *twirls around* I find it amusing how i'm really happy right now and i'm listening to angstyish music. Oh wells. So, on facebook this girls been honesty box messaging me, telling me she has a crush on me, and i finaly figured out who it was. I was like "Wow Sasha, darling you have bad timing, I was willing to go see you this summer and try it, but now i have a gf and she's amazing and yea, i'm not gonna give her up for someone who lives 5 hours away..infact i'm not giving her up for anyone, not even if Carmen Electra asked me out"

Current Location: Sociology 12 class
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: head strong-trapt, American Psycho-Treble Charger

I actually think I don't want to be in a relationship with anyone right now, not because i'm heartbroken or jaded, but simply because at the moment i think im actually way happier by myself..the thingis, im in a relationship, so now im probably going to have to end that, because..i just don't want to be. heh. As weird as it sounds, i'm just starting to get to know myself as myself, not as a heartbroken, jaded fool or some girls bitch..and I like the Kat who's free of that shit way better than i like the kat that can't go 4 mins without feeling guilty cus my gfs a psycho and makes me feel guilty over everything, or thinking about how much i miss someone..i want to be my own person.

the end.(or, this is cheesy, but is it the beginning?)

-Kat

Current Location: nish, parents house
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: white flag-dido

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this is Jacob Kaiden Carrigan, 6 months, he's Whitneys baby

Current Location: my new place in ng
Current Mood: chipper

I'm alive, did ya know that? hahha. Ohhhh goodness gracious, it's been awhile since I posted on here. In 74 days i'm moving to NG, on Marsh Street, woo. in 118 days i'll be 18, and on thursday i have my CAT test and interview for Brown's school in NG. Also, i need to pick up some applications for jobs and stuff like that. I am excited. lol. OHH, and yea..im happy, hahha.


-Katerpillar

Current Location: The Reg
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Typing of keys

Hahah, Steffy=the shit. She spoiled me rotten, but that's ok cus i'll spoil her back. I love her, haha
-
Alex

SOOO,

Shane Bernier
PO Box 484
Lanecaster Ont.
KOC 1N0

He's a 7 year old cancer victim and his dying wish is to make the world's record for most birthday cards received. Please do this guys i swear, i will love you forever, the poor boy. His birthday is in May, doooo eettt guys doo ett, before may prefferably cus they don't know how long he's going to be alive but they're guestimating til may. PLEASE do this.


In happier news, Steffy's coming over on friday. Woot. haha. Unless of course she gets sick again, keep your fingers crossed that she doesn't, please.

love ya guys,
-Alex <3 aka Katerpillar <3

Current Location: class
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: nothing

SOo. I was in PHK from sat-sun night. good times. Denise, Niki, Char, Elly, Jarrett, Nelson and I had a pretty awesome time. We took 122 pics, Some of which i'll post as soon as i get them uploaded properly. Next weekend I'm pretty sure i'm gonna be in NG with Steffy and Aleisha, lol. I miss Steffy. I'm like never home on weekends anymore and i'm loving it. lol. Concert in PHK on thursday, woot. it's going to be awesome, If mom n dad let me go. Ok, well gonna do some work now since im in class.


-Katerpillar

Current Location: Class
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Techno from the comp behind mine

Half awake, my arm reaches out to hit nothingness. Sliding my hand around, searching sleepily for that solid comfort I like to cuddle at night. Nothing there, one eye opens, peering around wearily before I spring upright feeling groggy and fuzzy. The room is eerie in the blue light of the water dispenser, and the cats half hearted attempt at meowing temporarily startles me. While my eyes adjust to the twilight of the room I snif the air. Cloves, brownsugar, cream and turnip. Familiar, homey scents. Slowly I get up off the air mattress, feeling it shrink in spots and bulge in others under my weight. Touching everything within distance my hand slides over the different textures, feet shuffling towards the wonderful scents, breathing deeply and taking them in, not just into my nose, but also my heart and soul. From the very beginning I had only to touch these things, smell these things, see these things, for them to etch themselves to my memory. The warm, sometimes tingly feeling of belonging somewhere, of being loved by someone. Now i'm leaning in the archway, smiling, my eyes full of dazzed emotion as i watch, in never ending enchantment. A flick of the wrist, a movement of hips, the smells are strongest here, the feelings as well. Her movement is as always, simple, efficient and joy fueled. A smirk spreads over my features as she looks over her shoulder, sensing my prescence, sticking out a tongue orange from too much gatorade and motions me over. With an impish twirl and prance, I present my blanket clad self to her and bow elaborately before joining in our private little performance. A performance thats a joy everytime. Every sliceof the knives,swish of the spoons, whisk of the fork, our own language speaking of things we've done, things we wish to do, people we know, people we don't, of anything and everything. The nightshade kitchen, where I fell in love and, like any good tea, the longer it steeps the more flavour and character our relationship gains. This, boiling, toasting, sizzling, a paradise we've created together.

-Alex Halfpenny

Feb 15 2007

That was a random descriptive piece i wrote for practice.
haha

Current Location: home
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: None rite now

Hahah i asked Denise out last night, and she said "Well, MOST DEFINTLY" and iw as liek "woot" *does happy dance* hahah. [= [= [= Kat=happy. lol =] =] PAULA, if you read this, you should call me sometime, or something! lol.

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hahha. So those are pics from friday night, i have more i'll put more up later (denise is the sexy redhead,haha)

-Katerpillar

Current Location: Class
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Whatever dude beside me has on

Concert friday night in Mulgrave was AMAZING. lol, i had sooo much fun, and i met like a buncha ppl..and I totally have a crush on one of the girls i met, hahah she's GORGEOUS, like completely unbelievably gorgeous. Atleast *I* think she is. She gave me her # so hopefully we'll be hanging out sometime soon since she told me I should go to her house some weekend. Yea yeaa. and the music was awesome. There was a "mosh pit" lol, it was kinda hilarious. Juanita broke her glasses in the pit. We hung out in the car for awhile, I met Tara, Niki, Char, Denise, Dara, Megan, and like, god knows how many ppl i don't remember meeting cus i was a lil out of it. Hahha, wow what an awesome time, I'll have pics sometime soon.

-Katerpillar

Current Location: Classroom
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: None

Punk show tonight in mulgrave! stoked! i cannot wait! Date with Juanita, as well, staying at her house for the night, quite excited about all of this. She has THE sexiest eyes, ever. MmmmMm Ice blue eyes. Lol. Yay. Jarrebear and Forbes are coming too and a buncha other ppl, im updating this while im at school eh? lol. I have a new nickname, Juanita came up with it "Katerpillar" hahha, i thought it was cute.. Hm i should put some pics up from the weekend when i was at Aleishas..hold on











Ya so i think thats about it for pics, i have more somewhere..lol. YES i was wearing pink, i know SHOCK,lol.

-Alex AKA Katerpillar

Current Location: Class room
Current Mood: bouncy

I HATE PACKING! so much!
agh

Tommorow...just walked up my hill for the last time ever that i'll be living here..jesus,did it ever feel weird to be like "goodbye Rachelle..i won't be walkin up the hill with you tommorow"...jesus..*melancholyish state*

-AlexFace

ps,35 days til my gfs here! woot!

Current Location: My parentsroom/comp room
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: none yet

Is,So sexy,and i love her. yes.

end of story,

-Alex

Dayumm bitches,get out ma way,or ...ill stab you with my hair! SO THERE!

Well crap is all i have to say..Steffy's not doing too great ..doesn't know if shes going to make it...eh.

-Alex

You Gave Me A Bandaid And I put it On mY heartache.